=> we never know what going to happen in life.
are we going to be able to do this?
are we going to be going to here? or there?
and the questions can go on and on and on.
=> who knew last week, or even on friday that i would be able to go to the park by saturday and go kite flying...or would it be kite-ing...or maybe ATTEMPTED kite-ing. also getting bruised from a spinny thing as well *hemhem*
you'd think i'd be more careful since i'm not even 100% back to normal yet...even though i was never quite at 100%.
and then come sunday, we had an extra pass for great wolf lodge.
we never planned that i was going to go water parking this weekend, the stairs would have been quite hard...
and .: joanne was supposed to recplace me, but no my sister ended up out for the weekend, so that meant 1000000000000 steps of stairs for me. whoopdeedoo...
no, but really, i had fun even if i WAS climbing the stairs qutie slowly.
and THEN walked around the falls for a good hour or so, shooting pics etc.
today, the actual turkey day...or was yesterday the actual turkey day...
but yea, today, Canada One Outlets for at least 2 hours.
Body Shop. UP. the rest of the prices wasn't too "outlety". in fact they were pretty much mall prices not very on sale.
=> guess what? saturday, sunday, monday = walking without crutches!!!! YAY!!! too bad i still need a knee strap...
=> song from AS: listen - beyonce
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=P1n1BWLsyHg
song from me: bones - the killers
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=ar5BKXg60ME
(jon got it stuck in my head since saturday -_-)
(never knew that tim burton had part in the vid...hm...)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Since No One Knows.
=> why have i been getting different diagnosises (diagnosi?) everytime i see a doctor?
finally someone expalined it. christine says that its because i'm showing some signs of a possible this, but then if it was this i couldn't be able to do that.its undetectable of what / where the pain is coming from.
doesn't seem to be my minuscus anymore (good thing too! that was such a scare!), nor does it seem to be inflammed tendon.
2 weeks of hobbling around. 1 more week until great wolf lodge.
at least christine has started a general treatment for me already. ultrasound and electric currents. it tickles. =)
so glad someone told us about VWClinc way back when.
=> song from AS's What are you listening to right now 3? thread: Is It Love - Iio
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dp9Tpj88-g
song from me: Be The Change - Sebastian Demrey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUW6bz1ocjs
i'm guessing that it should be one of shasha's new fave songs ;)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
finally someone expalined it. christine says that its because i'm showing some signs of a possible this, but then if it was this i couldn't be able to do that.its undetectable of what / where the pain is coming from.
doesn't seem to be my minuscus anymore (good thing too! that was such a scare!), nor does it seem to be inflammed tendon.
2 weeks of hobbling around. 1 more week until great wolf lodge.
at least christine has started a general treatment for me already. ultrasound and electric currents. it tickles. =)
so glad someone told us about VWClinc way back when.
=> song from AS's What are you listening to right now 3? thread: Is It Love - Iiohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dp9Tpj88-g
song from me: Be The Change - Sebastian Demrey
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUW6bz1ocjs
i'm guessing that it should be one of shasha's new fave songs ;)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
I'd Rather Her Not Talk To Us And Not Be With Him Than Have Her Talk To Us But Still With Him.
=> when a friend is in a relationship thats abusive, you just can't help it but be utterly frustrated. frustrated that she doesn't realise that it's abusive. frustrated at how busy and what an incoveince our lives are so you can't just grab her out to coffee right now and then.
she was such a sweet loving girl living her life fully in Christ.
and its not her that i'm mad at, its him. her stupid ass boyfriend has pretty much taken control of every aspect of her life.
soon, its going to be "her" fault that we're still her friends and that we still love her. that he hasn't gotten rid of us yet.
well you know what O, you don't have no control over us like you have over her. we're not letting our friend get hurt anymore than she has already, i don't care what it takes, she's returning to the path of sanity very soon.
we all noticed the change in her. we all have our reasons of why we don't like him.
with him, she's done things that we never thought she'd ever do.
as quickly as his irrational decisions, he's taking away her very being piece by piece. with each tear that trickles down her cheek and each fracture that it put in all of our hearts.
K, we love you so much and we know that you've suffered more than enough. we know you think that we don't understand why you're seemingly putting in so much effort and ache into this relationship you have with O.
and you're right, we don't. we don't understand why you can't see that this ISN'T how a relationship should be.
you shouldn't be scared; we shouldn't be scared for you.
you shouldn't be crying youself to sleep; we shouldn't be sleepless over worrying about you.
please K, please believe us when we tell you that O isn't who you seem to think he is. please believe us that we only want what's best for you and that his behaviour isn't what's best for you.
sorry to be blunt but O's "love" isn't love.
we love you K, we really do.
i love you K, i really do.
=> song from me: Jesus Loves You - Stellar Kart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tks53PEWPSw
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
she was such a sweet loving girl living her life fully in Christ.
and its not her that i'm mad at, its him. her stupid ass boyfriend has pretty much taken control of every aspect of her life.
soon, its going to be "her" fault that we're still her friends and that we still love her. that he hasn't gotten rid of us yet.
well you know what O, you don't have no control over us like you have over her. we're not letting our friend get hurt anymore than she has already, i don't care what it takes, she's returning to the path of sanity very soon.
we all noticed the change in her. we all have our reasons of why we don't like him.
with him, she's done things that we never thought she'd ever do.
as quickly as his irrational decisions, he's taking away her very being piece by piece. with each tear that trickles down her cheek and each fracture that it put in all of our hearts.
K, we love you so much and we know that you've suffered more than enough. we know you think that we don't understand why you're seemingly putting in so much effort and ache into this relationship you have with O.
and you're right, we don't. we don't understand why you can't see that this ISN'T how a relationship should be.
you shouldn't be scared; we shouldn't be scared for you.
you shouldn't be crying youself to sleep; we shouldn't be sleepless over worrying about you.
please K, please believe us when we tell you that O isn't who you seem to think he is. please believe us that we only want what's best for you and that his behaviour isn't what's best for you.
sorry to be blunt but O's "love" isn't love.
we love you K, we really do.
i love you K, i really do.
=> song from me: Jesus Loves You - Stellar Kart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tks53PEWPSw
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
His Ways.
=> God has a funny and neat way of doing things doesn't he?
my pastor told this story today as part of his sermon.
=> "back when i was a youth, my fellowship was really evangelistic and outreachy.
pretty often we would have newcomers.
this week we were going out around the community to talk to people about Christ.
this week we had a non-believer come visit.
the non-beliver came along with us to spread the word.
that day, someone got saved.
God was able to use the non-beliver to tell another non-beliver about Christ.
he accepted Christ to be his saviour even though the one tell him about Christ was a non-beliver himself."
=> God has his ways. He can save a non-beliver via a non-believer. Amen.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
my pastor told this story today as part of his sermon.
=> "back when i was a youth, my fellowship was really evangelistic and outreachy.
pretty often we would have newcomers.
this week we were going out around the community to talk to people about Christ.
this week we had a non-believer come visit.
the non-beliver came along with us to spread the word.
that day, someone got saved.
God was able to use the non-beliver to tell another non-beliver about Christ.
he accepted Christ to be his saviour even though the one tell him about Christ was a non-beliver himself."
=> God has his ways. He can save a non-beliver via a non-believer. Amen.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Aches And Pains.
=> friday period one.
walking over to kez's desk, la dee da dee da.
stop at her desk. huh? wtf why did my right knee give out all of a sudden.
eh whatever.
period two.
owie...why does my knee feel like its being stabbed from the inside when i walk on it?
hm maybe its because of the soft bone inflation. hopefully it'll be gone after a while.
good thing i'm sitting down for lunch anyhow.
period three.
walking up and down the aisle between the desks seeing if i can figure out what's wrong.
this is weird...sometimes it hurts sometimes it doesn't, sometimes it hurts more than other times.
period four.
wow my knee's not hurting anymore yay!!
period five.
ow ow ow ow ow HUH?! its back again?
ugh ok fine.
walking to the tennis courts 2 km away. la dee da dee da.
oh that wasn't too bad, maybe i could play.
good match desh.
no creepy kid you can't challenge me, i'm injured.
so u m mr kong, my knee feels like someones stabbing me. "ok then just sit and you can go in around 5 minuites with someone."
no creepy kid, i told you already, no game today my knee's busted.
bye vince, btw nice slow biking skills being able to keep up with an injured person.
after school.
oh crap how am i supposed to go home, ugh.
sharon? what are you doing at the theatre?
*gasp* your mommy can drive us today?! YAY! i don't have to die just yet!
=> saturday morning.
nice! my knee seems to be fine now.
morning routine, leaning towards the left just in case.
ow...knee...ow...left backside...ahhhh!!!!
dr. lau! dr. lau! dr. lau! i feel owied. =(
"ok well you probably just snapped something small 'in' your knee so just give it rest and see how it goes on monday. if its not better by then, come by again and maybe get it x rayed."
noon.
ow. can't sit. can't walk.
yay! my aunt's pretty butterfly cane's here!
night.
ugh. still owie.
[insert the concerned vioces of many members of my parent's cell group and my youth group] "what happened? what's wrong? how did it happen? why the cane?"
[repeat many times] "snapped something in my right knee, leaned too much on my left so now my backside hurts."
alternative response from kevin. "i beat her up."
now.
ow. bye. ow
=> song from absolute skating what are you listening to now 3? thread: Morningside - Sara Bareilles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qthxPKFl3G8
song from me: When Your Spirit Gets Too Weak - Plus One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nT7XuQFZMQ
the rest of their songs are REALLY boy band. so if that suits you then go wild ;)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
walking over to kez's desk, la dee da dee da.
stop at her desk. huh? wtf why did my right knee give out all of a sudden.
eh whatever.
period two.
owie...why does my knee feel like its being stabbed from the inside when i walk on it?
hm maybe its because of the soft bone inflation. hopefully it'll be gone after a while.
good thing i'm sitting down for lunch anyhow.
period three.
walking up and down the aisle between the desks seeing if i can figure out what's wrong.
this is weird...sometimes it hurts sometimes it doesn't, sometimes it hurts more than other times.
period four.
wow my knee's not hurting anymore yay!!
period five.
ow ow ow ow ow HUH?! its back again?
ugh ok fine.
walking to the tennis courts 2 km away. la dee da dee da.
oh that wasn't too bad, maybe i could play.
good match desh.
no creepy kid you can't challenge me, i'm injured.
so u m mr kong, my knee feels like someones stabbing me. "ok then just sit and you can go in around 5 minuites with someone."
no creepy kid, i told you already, no game today my knee's busted.
bye vince, btw nice slow biking skills being able to keep up with an injured person.
after school.
oh crap how am i supposed to go home, ugh.
sharon? what are you doing at the theatre?
*gasp* your mommy can drive us today?! YAY! i don't have to die just yet!
=> saturday morning.
nice! my knee seems to be fine now.
morning routine, leaning towards the left just in case.
ow...knee...ow...left backside...ahhhh!!!!
dr. lau! dr. lau! dr. lau! i feel owied. =(
"ok well you probably just snapped something small 'in' your knee so just give it rest and see how it goes on monday. if its not better by then, come by again and maybe get it x rayed."
noon.
ow. can't sit. can't walk.
yay! my aunt's pretty butterfly cane's here!
night.
ugh. still owie.
[insert the concerned vioces of many members of my parent's cell group and my youth group] "what happened? what's wrong? how did it happen? why the cane?"
[repeat many times] "snapped something in my right knee, leaned too much on my left so now my backside hurts."
alternative response from kevin. "i beat her up."
now.
ow. bye. ow
=> song from absolute skating what are you listening to now 3? thread: Morningside - Sara Bareilles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qthxPKFl3G8
song from me: When Your Spirit Gets Too Weak - Plus One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nT7XuQFZMQ
the rest of their songs are REALLY boy band. so if that suits you then go wild ;)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Stand Up.
=> i was going to write this blog on friday after watching stand up to cancer, but then having got a new laptop i was busy till like 12 setting it up and making recovery discs.
=> iunno if it's just because i've seen how cancer affects people or if its because they did a VERY good show, but that hour was really touching. there really are people getting diagnosed or dying every minute. treatments really do damage patients. not only is it painful for the patients but its mentally painful for those around them too. luckily there ARE cancer survivours. and praise God for that too.
a family friend from church got diagnosed with osteosarcoma a bit over a year and a half ago. its a childhood cancer which affects the bone. she had to amputate her leg, but is now doing really well rehabilitating. it is actually her that got me to look into going into physical rehab / physiotherapy.
even though unfortunate things may come our way at times. we always have to rememeber, God loves all of us and He has a plan for all of us. everything happens for a reason; we'll learn something, get something out of everything that happens.
=> if you want to read about Cassidy's Journey: http://cassidysheng.blogspot.com/
if you want to donate to stand up 2 cancer: https://www.standup2cancer.org/donate_splash.asp
=> song from absolute skating's our favourite songs (sharing) thread: iris - goo goo dolls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsK90GWBVLY
song from me: stand up to cancer - various artists
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ssKKy5d-l-I
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
=> iunno if it's just because i've seen how cancer affects people or if its because they did a VERY good show, but that hour was really touching. there really are people getting diagnosed or dying every minute. treatments really do damage patients. not only is it painful for the patients but its mentally painful for those around them too. luckily there ARE cancer survivours. and praise God for that too.
a family friend from church got diagnosed with osteosarcoma a bit over a year and a half ago. its a childhood cancer which affects the bone. she had to amputate her leg, but is now doing really well rehabilitating. it is actually her that got me to look into going into physical rehab / physiotherapy.
even though unfortunate things may come our way at times. we always have to rememeber, God loves all of us and He has a plan for all of us. everything happens for a reason; we'll learn something, get something out of everything that happens.
=> if you want to read about Cassidy's Journey: http://cassidysheng.blogspot.com/
if you want to donate to stand up 2 cancer: https://www.standup2cancer.org/donate_splash.asp
=> song from absolute skating's our favourite songs (sharing) thread: iris - goo goo dolls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsK90GWBVLY
song from me: stand up to cancer - various artists
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ssKKy5d-l-I
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Ouch.
=> owie ow ow ow! today was such a painfilled day =/
period 1 (hospitaliy) - i fall backwards and fall on the fridge. right above the back of my ankle is skinned around an inch in length.
period 5 (gym) - got lazy so i threw the football back while i was still lying on my back. bad idea. hit my head back on the ground.
then running for the ball i collide with this other guy and hit the ground. so that the side of my head now throbbing too and a funky feeling left knee.
then at the other end of the field the same thing happens but i collide with someone else. adds on a grass burn the size of a quarter to my right kneee, funky feeling on left palm, and briusey grass burned-ish right shoulder. having a soft bone being inflated in my right knee, lets just say that knee hitting ground felt a whole lot worse than the grass burns.
then just to top it all off, being already all breathless and out of shape, the football bounces off my chest. i can hardly catch for jello.
once back home i hydrogen peroixed EVERYTHING
=> making myself a little treat. jello with 2 layers. inspiration from one of those dim sum asian resturants nearby. one layer was originally red bean in geletin but since i have no red beans, i subsituted it with craisins!!! the other layer is, i'm guessing milk since that was the description is on the menu, so i'm gonna try that out as soon as the 1st layer sets
=> song from AS what are you listening to 3? thread: new version of you - JJ Abrams
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSMKeahZzMw
song from me: presupposition - joel geleynse
-> he's a christian artist and the meaning behind this video IS christian based dispite what the first "blamm" of the visuals may be
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PnF6M5IFQPk
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
period 1 (hospitaliy) - i fall backwards and fall on the fridge. right above the back of my ankle is skinned around an inch in length.
period 5 (gym) - got lazy so i threw the football back while i was still lying on my back. bad idea. hit my head back on the ground.
then running for the ball i collide with this other guy and hit the ground. so that the side of my head now throbbing too and a funky feeling left knee.
then at the other end of the field the same thing happens but i collide with someone else. adds on a grass burn the size of a quarter to my right kneee, funky feeling on left palm, and briusey grass burned-ish right shoulder. having a soft bone being inflated in my right knee, lets just say that knee hitting ground felt a whole lot worse than the grass burns.
then just to top it all off, being already all breathless and out of shape, the football bounces off my chest. i can hardly catch for jello.
once back home i hydrogen peroixed EVERYTHING
=> making myself a little treat. jello with 2 layers. inspiration from one of those dim sum asian resturants nearby. one layer was originally red bean in geletin but since i have no red beans, i subsituted it with craisins!!! the other layer is, i'm guessing milk since that was the description is on the menu, so i'm gonna try that out as soon as the 1st layer sets
=> song from AS what are you listening to 3? thread: new version of you - JJ Abrams
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSMKeahZzMw
song from me: presupposition - joel geleynse
-> he's a christian artist and the meaning behind this video IS christian based dispite what the first "blamm" of the visuals may be
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PnF6M5IFQPk
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
A New Circle Of Life.
=> well, i guess this is the last night before school starts up again. this summer was probably actually more productive than last summer, sadly i had summer school for half my summer for BOTH years.
as so it happens, time moves on forward whether you want it to or not. there are new niners, last years niners are now tens, tens are now elevens, elevens are going to be graduating, the grads are off to universities far far away.
such a fresh new looking agenda with only corner tags ripped until this week. contact and emergency contact information written in. in ten months time it'll just become another booklet with pencil markings, pictures...and just a waste of trees. well at least it'll be useful for the time being. new clean nicely self designed crisp file folders. by the end of the year, they'll be raggity and un-crsip. hopefully my pencil case, pens, pencils will stay in tact =)
=> song from absolute skating's what are you listening to now 3?: with you - sum 41
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDjlZj8f_t4
song from me: give until there's nothing left - relient K
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZACEwihl2U
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
as so it happens, time moves on forward whether you want it to or not. there are new niners, last years niners are now tens, tens are now elevens, elevens are going to be graduating, the grads are off to universities far far away.
such a fresh new looking agenda with only corner tags ripped until this week. contact and emergency contact information written in. in ten months time it'll just become another booklet with pencil markings, pictures...and just a waste of trees. well at least it'll be useful for the time being. new clean nicely self designed crisp file folders. by the end of the year, they'll be raggity and un-crsip. hopefully my pencil case, pens, pencils will stay in tact =)
=> song from absolute skating's what are you listening to now 3?: with you - sum 41
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDjlZj8f_t4
song from me: give until there's nothing left - relient K
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZACEwihl2U
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
If0nly On Ice.
=> from the creators who brought to you if0nly Life Was Fantasy., now brings you if0nly On Ice.!
hope those of you interested in ice...or not, will enjoy my blog all skating related.
quoting joanne (not the hairyone, the one from far far away) "wow.. i have no idea who any of these ppl r yet u still make it interesting enough for me to read :D nice job"
well anyhow, hope you all give it a chance =)
=> in the redoecorating scene, bathroom only needs to have 3 sand dollars painted (waiting for actual wall paint) and glitter for my bubbles.
room-wise, started sanding. no clue how on earth people can breath in those masky things. can we say suffocating? suffocating!
=> made 2 iron melted plastic things today...well sorta 3. tiffy put together one which i ironed for her. made 2 out of the "beads" that were left. i WAS going to make a heart but then since the template was a circle...wasn't too possible. took me pretty much the whole night to figure out a design to create.
the small black, white, blue, glow in the dark (greens) one was made first. so the "original".
the bigger white, blue, black, red one was made later just to finish off the beads. i left the iron on too long for this one so it over melted...
hope those of you interested in ice...or not, will enjoy my blog all skating related.
quoting joanne (not the hairyone, the one from far far away) "wow.. i have no idea who any of these ppl r yet u still make it interesting enough for me to read :D nice job"
well anyhow, hope you all give it a chance =)
=> in the redoecorating scene, bathroom only needs to have 3 sand dollars painted (waiting for actual wall paint) and glitter for my bubbles.
room-wise, started sanding. no clue how on earth people can breath in those masky things. can we say suffocating? suffocating!
=> made 2 iron melted plastic things today...well sorta 3. tiffy put together one which i ironed for her. made 2 out of the "beads" that were left. i WAS going to make a heart but then since the template was a circle...wasn't too possible. took me pretty much the whole night to figure out a design to create.
the small black, white, blue, glow in the dark (greens) one was made first. so the "original".
the bigger white, blue, black, red one was made later just to finish off the beads. i left the iron on too long for this one so it over melted...
i scanned it with the lid? cap? top? that closey thingy open so thats why the grey liney background.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Redecorating Two Point Oh.
=> i've been working on my room and bathroom for how long now? a week or a bit over maybe? after all this you have a whole new appreciation for constuction decorating people. its hard work.
BUT BUT BUT i'm almost done my bathroom and just finished taping up my room. pics will be coming asap.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
BUT BUT BUT i'm almost done my bathroom and just finished taping up my room. pics will be coming asap.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Redecorating.
=> painting is sooooo tiring. the fumes really do make you kinda hazy...or maybe that was all the bailey's i drank today. painting all this week i think. bathroom almost done, just need the stenciling to do tomorrow. bedroom needs patching up first, sand, paint, stenciling, moving back in.
meaning that i'ma gonna have paint on my nails all week. to think i just finished them by painting a shimmery top coat this morning.
=> movie review: watched persuit of happiness this morning, not all of it since my mom started it up while i was still sleeping but i watched probably half or more.
very sensational movie. its not men in black action or fresh prince comedy. it really makes you appreciate what you have. after watching this i went downstairs to get myself a lunch, i saw all the stuff we were cleaning out and all the food we had avaliable to us and just went "omg. we are SO SO blessed."
=> song from absolute skating's what are you listening right now 3? thread: Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbITxYgtlAY
song from me: pretty baby - vanessa carlton
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgAv12M8Fa4
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
meaning that i'ma gonna have paint on my nails all week. to think i just finished them by painting a shimmery top coat this morning.
=> movie review: watched persuit of happiness this morning, not all of it since my mom started it up while i was still sleeping but i watched probably half or more.
very sensational movie. its not men in black action or fresh prince comedy. it really makes you appreciate what you have. after watching this i went downstairs to get myself a lunch, i saw all the stuff we were cleaning out and all the food we had avaliable to us and just went "omg. we are SO SO blessed."
=> song from absolute skating's what are you listening right now 3? thread: Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbITxYgtlAY
song from me: pretty baby - vanessa carlton
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AgAv12M8Fa4
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
The Bother.
every one has something that's bothering them at this moment right? i mean no one can possibly be happy go lucky 24/7
well i'll tell you mine straight up, let me just vent this out
=> girl fight. cold shoulders. make up? sister unknowingly emails hate mail. re:. read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..
think about that going on and on and on inside your head for a good month.
have a friend who'd most likely be able to figure out what's for my best interest. he's in england for the summer.
have a friend who helps me get the load off my shoulders. he's as undecideful as i am on this.
have a friend who can look after me and counsel me. she's biased.
i'm in a rut
rut rut rut
stuck in a rut
stuck in a sut
stuck in a rut
i'm in a rut
rut rut rut
stuck in a rut
stuck in a rut today!
song of my head: i've got the joy - george cooke
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOM3vhdJst4
song from absolute skating what are you listening to 3?: Hymne a l'amour - Josh Groban
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-qNtMKPp6E
ifonly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
well i'll tell you mine straight up, let me just vent this out
=> girl fight. cold shoulders. make up? sister unknowingly emails hate mail. re:. read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..read..trash..
think about that going on and on and on inside your head for a good month.
have a friend who'd most likely be able to figure out what's for my best interest. he's in england for the summer.
have a friend who helps me get the load off my shoulders. he's as undecideful as i am on this.
have a friend who can look after me and counsel me. she's biased.
i'm in a rut
rut rut rut
stuck in a rut
stuck in a sut
stuck in a rut
i'm in a rut
rut rut rut
stuck in a rut
stuck in a rut today!
song of my head: i've got the joy - george cooke
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOM3vhdJst4
song from absolute skating what are you listening to 3?: Hymne a l'amour - Josh Groban
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-qNtMKPp6E
ifonly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Well I Might As Well Keep This Going.
now that a blog's started, maybe i should start vlogging too...
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Blog Number One.
shouts to flo!! got me to set a blogger up :)
=> and now for my jalambering of this entry *drums*
recipes are hard to clean out and throw the "useless" ones away since you never really know what you'll be creating next.
taller people propably have an easier time redoing their room since they can reach the ceiling easier.
if i didn't go back for every typo i made...i have a feeling that this might be a pretty hard blog to read.
high of 18 with 50% chance of t-storms = no wonderland tomorrow. so i guess daddy gets his wish of me staying at home to help clean out the junk filled basement.
latest song from absolute skating - what are you listening to 3? => juicy - better than ezra
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gn4WXD9pI0g
random song from me => hit me with you best shot - vivian sormeland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icsk-wM5H6k
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
=> and now for my jalambering of this entry *drums*
recipes are hard to clean out and throw the "useless" ones away since you never really know what you'll be creating next.
taller people propably have an easier time redoing their room since they can reach the ceiling easier.
if i didn't go back for every typo i made...i have a feeling that this might be a pretty hard blog to read.
high of 18 with 50% chance of t-storms = no wonderland tomorrow. so i guess daddy gets his wish of me staying at home to help clean out the junk filled basement.
latest song from absolute skating - what are you listening to 3? => juicy - better than ezra
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gn4WXD9pI0g
random song from me => hit me with you best shot - vivian sormeland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icsk-wM5H6k
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
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