The Past Haunts; Even If You Don't Want It To.

=> You know, I love Power to Change and I love the girls in my DG with all my heart. It's just that we're doing the "My Story" series & our faith adventure last term was posting our testimony... and it's REALLY REALLY hard for me. Freakn that's why I need my ring, why I can't let go of skating; cause it reminds me that it's over and that everything is okay. I don't want to be reminded of SF multiple times throughout the week, every week. I don't want to be on the verge of an emotional breakdown all the time like how I was before. I put all that behind me, I don't want to revisit it even if it's for a totally different reason.

Even though I want to, I scared and don't know if I'll be able to make it through the series...

if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.


=> Update: Unfortunately I have had to pull out of finishing the series. There was a bunch of reasons, but mainly I just really couldn't bare to go through the emotions over and over again week after week...