I'd Rather Her Not Talk To Us And Not Be With Him Than Have Her Talk To Us But Still With Him.

=> when a friend is in a relationship thats abusive, you just can't help it but be utterly frustrated. frustrated that she doesn't realise that it's abusive. frustrated at how busy and what an incoveince our lives are so you can't just grab her out to coffee right now and then.

she was such a sweet loving girl living her life fully in Christ.
and its not her that i'm mad at, its him. her stupid ass boyfriend has pretty much taken control of every aspect of her life.
soon, its going to be "her" fault that we're still her friends and that we still love her. that he hasn't gotten rid of us yet.
well you know what O, you don't have no control over us like you have over her. we're not letting our friend get hurt anymore than she has already, i don't care what it takes, she's returning to the path of sanity very soon.

we all noticed the change in her. we all have our reasons of why we don't like him.
with him, she's done things that we never thought she'd ever do.
as quickly as his irrational decisions, he's taking away her very being piece by piece. with each tear that trickles down her cheek and each fracture that it put in all of our hearts.

K, we love you so much and we know that you've suffered more than enough. we know you think that we don't understand why you're seemingly putting in so much effort and ache into this relationship you have with O.
and you're right, we don't. we don't understand why you can't see that this ISN'T how a relationship should be.
you shouldn't be scared; we shouldn't be scared for you.
you shouldn't be crying youself to sleep; we shouldn't be sleepless over worrying about you.
please K, please believe us when we tell you that O isn't who you seem to think he is. please believe us that we only want what's best for you and that his behaviour isn't what's best for you.

sorry to be blunt but O's "love" isn't love.
we love you K, we really do.
i love you K, i really do.

=> song from me: Jesus Loves You - Stellar Kart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tks53PEWPSw

if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.

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