Still Not Back? & Forever Princess.

=> so since my shrink still isn't back from ny... *glares*
argh why are you always out of town when i'm in near breakdown? anyways instead of my explaining it later and trying to remember deets, i'm just gonna get you to read this ;)

=> well it started off with sunday school and brought up the topic of forgiveness or something (it's one of the ones of the beatitudes). then sharon gives me "the glare" hinting of the questions again "hem hem, shouldn't you be forgiving (she who must not be named) and let it be water under te bridge like the good little christian girls we are already?" yea i just went "shhhhh *hmph* we're not going there right now..."

flash forward and we're on msn. so i see that her pm's quote (sharon i really hope you don't mind me quoting you since pm's are seen to the public anyways), "hate you? well i wouldnt say hate.forgive you? thats a hard one.care bout you? yea thats hard too". so i tell her that even though we're talking about 2 diff situations, her pm was exactly my point.
and then this convos goes on again like every other time. her JJWD vs my, "you have no clue".
cept we actually made more progress i guess today... at least we laid down more of what happened and that i'd EVENTUALLY talk to she who must not be named and smooth things over, but that's after i can actually look at her without wanting to stab her.
but it was still really really horrible having to go back and open up healing stitches again (i even had to start dinner a few minutes late cause i couldn't take it downstairs and had to hide out in my room for a while) especially since it was only friday that she who must not be named was standing there in the hall in my way.
and then you just HAD to be in ny -_-

=> on a happier note and something that my shrink doesn't have to read if he doesn't want to.
i stayed up till 3:45am last night reading forever princess (which would explain why i wasn't too sharp during sunday school). the conclusion of the princess diaries series. 8/8 (or at least i think there were 8). the book was soooo cute! i read it all in 2 days. like over 3/4 of it during the day yesterday and over 1/2 of it at night.
if you havn't read any of the princess diaries yet, i advise you to go out and start reading them! omg as if the first few books wern't cute enough, the last one is OMG REALLY REALLY CUTE!!! there's the begininng story line with mia as a 9er. then throughout the years she's still writing in her journals, well even though technically she writes in gr9 and 10. then in the last book it jumps to her in gr12 and explaining that she pretty much spent gr11 writing a novel. i don't want to give any of it away but it is such a girly romantic ending that's sooooo very cute.