The Past Haunts; Even If You Don't Want It To.

=> You know, I love Power to Change and I love the girls in my DG with all my heart. It's just that we're doing the "My Story" series & our faith adventure last term was posting our testimony... and it's REALLY REALLY hard for me. Freakn that's why I need my ring, why I can't let go of skating; cause it reminds me that it's over and that everything is okay. I don't want to be reminded of SF multiple times throughout the week, every week. I don't want to be on the verge of an emotional breakdown all the time like how I was before. I put all that behind me, I don't want to revisit it even if it's for a totally different reason.

Even though I want to, I scared and don't know if I'll be able to make it through the series...

if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.

=> Update: Unfortunately I have had to pull out of finishing the series. There was a bunch of reasons, but mainly I just really couldn't bare to go through the emotions over and over again week after week...

Out of these ashes Beauty Will Rise.

=> Sometimes the best things in life, the most treasured are those that are the result of a wreck. I’m not saying a wreck as in “Oh yesterday was such a bad day,” but wreck as in absolute shambles where your world seems to be in hopeless despair. Steven Curtis Chapman embodied this phenomenon perfectly in his song Beauty Will Rise from his album of the same name, written in memory of his daughter Maria Sue.

          “But buried deep beneath,

          Of all our broken dreams we have is hope.

          Out of these ashes beauty will rise,

          And we will dance among the ruins,

          We will see it with our own eyes.

          Out of these ashes beauty will rise,

          For we know joy is coming in the morning.

          In the morning, beauty will rise.”

=> As another age old song goes, “Ashes to ashes we all fall down.” Yes, we may all fall down but at the end of the day, from those ashes we will rise again as something renewed and more magnificent than ever.

if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.

Potter Points.

=> Yes, on my study breaks I look up Potter stuff.

=> Why those little... 2012 version it is!... Even if the world is going to end a month after it comes out! (2012 re-release)

Aka what every Potterhead was thinking when they went to Orlando (WWOHP additions)

JK = the mastermind of logic & plot lines (Lily-Narcissa) (Hagrid)

Well considering how they couldn't event get THAT right -_- (“The only really important thing is that his eyes look like his mother’s eyes. So if you’re casting Lily, there needs to be a resemblance, but they don’t absolutely have to be green.”)

That shall be all for now =)

if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.