=> when a friend is in a relationship thats abusive, you just can't help it but be utterly frustrated. frustrated that she doesn't realise that it's abusive. frustrated at how busy and what an incoveince our lives are so you can't just grab her out to coffee right now and then.
she was such a sweet loving girl living her life fully in Christ.
and its not her that i'm mad at, its him. her stupid ass boyfriend has pretty much taken control of every aspect of her life.
soon, its going to be "her" fault that we're still her friends and that we still love her. that he hasn't gotten rid of us yet.
well you know what O, you don't have no control over us like you have over her. we're not letting our friend get hurt anymore than she has already, i don't care what it takes, she's returning to the path of sanity very soon.
we all noticed the change in her. we all have our reasons of why we don't like him.
with him, she's done things that we never thought she'd ever do.
as quickly as his irrational decisions, he's taking away her very being piece by piece. with each tear that trickles down her cheek and each fracture that it put in all of our hearts.
K, we love you so much and we know that you've suffered more than enough. we know you think that we don't understand why you're seemingly putting in so much effort and ache into this relationship you have with O.
and you're right, we don't. we don't understand why you can't see that this ISN'T how a relationship should be.
you shouldn't be scared; we shouldn't be scared for you.
you shouldn't be crying youself to sleep; we shouldn't be sleepless over worrying about you.
please K, please believe us when we tell you that O isn't who you seem to think he is. please believe us that we only want what's best for you and that his behaviour isn't what's best for you.
sorry to be blunt but O's "love" isn't love.
we love you K, we really do.
i love you K, i really do.
=> song from me: Jesus Loves You - Stellar Kart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tks53PEWPSw
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
His Ways.
=> God has a funny and neat way of doing things doesn't he?
my pastor told this story today as part of his sermon.
=> "back when i was a youth, my fellowship was really evangelistic and outreachy.
pretty often we would have newcomers.
this week we were going out around the community to talk to people about Christ.
this week we had a non-believer come visit.
the non-beliver came along with us to spread the word.
that day, someone got saved.
God was able to use the non-beliver to tell another non-beliver about Christ.
he accepted Christ to be his saviour even though the one tell him about Christ was a non-beliver himself."
=> God has his ways. He can save a non-beliver via a non-believer. Amen.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
my pastor told this story today as part of his sermon.
=> "back when i was a youth, my fellowship was really evangelistic and outreachy.
pretty often we would have newcomers.
this week we were going out around the community to talk to people about Christ.
this week we had a non-believer come visit.
the non-beliver came along with us to spread the word.
that day, someone got saved.
God was able to use the non-beliver to tell another non-beliver about Christ.
he accepted Christ to be his saviour even though the one tell him about Christ was a non-beliver himself."
=> God has his ways. He can save a non-beliver via a non-believer. Amen.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Aches And Pains.
=> friday period one.
walking over to kez's desk, la dee da dee da.
stop at her desk. huh? wtf why did my right knee give out all of a sudden.
eh whatever.
period two.
owie...why does my knee feel like its being stabbed from the inside when i walk on it?
hm maybe its because of the soft bone inflation. hopefully it'll be gone after a while.
good thing i'm sitting down for lunch anyhow.
period three.
walking up and down the aisle between the desks seeing if i can figure out what's wrong.
this is weird...sometimes it hurts sometimes it doesn't, sometimes it hurts more than other times.
period four.
wow my knee's not hurting anymore yay!!
period five.
ow ow ow ow ow HUH?! its back again?
ugh ok fine.
walking to the tennis courts 2 km away. la dee da dee da.
oh that wasn't too bad, maybe i could play.
good match desh.
no creepy kid you can't challenge me, i'm injured.
so u m mr kong, my knee feels like someones stabbing me. "ok then just sit and you can go in around 5 minuites with someone."
no creepy kid, i told you already, no game today my knee's busted.
bye vince, btw nice slow biking skills being able to keep up with an injured person.
after school.
oh crap how am i supposed to go home, ugh.
sharon? what are you doing at the theatre?
*gasp* your mommy can drive us today?! YAY! i don't have to die just yet!
=> saturday morning.
nice! my knee seems to be fine now.
morning routine, leaning towards the left just in case.
ow...knee...ow...left backside...ahhhh!!!!
dr. lau! dr. lau! dr. lau! i feel owied. =(
"ok well you probably just snapped something small 'in' your knee so just give it rest and see how it goes on monday. if its not better by then, come by again and maybe get it x rayed."
noon.
ow. can't sit. can't walk.
yay! my aunt's pretty butterfly cane's here!
night.
ugh. still owie.
[insert the concerned vioces of many members of my parent's cell group and my youth group] "what happened? what's wrong? how did it happen? why the cane?"
[repeat many times] "snapped something in my right knee, leaned too much on my left so now my backside hurts."
alternative response from kevin. "i beat her up."
now.
ow. bye. ow
=> song from absolute skating what are you listening to now 3? thread: Morningside - Sara Bareilles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qthxPKFl3G8
song from me: When Your Spirit Gets Too Weak - Plus One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nT7XuQFZMQ
the rest of their songs are REALLY boy band. so if that suits you then go wild ;)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
walking over to kez's desk, la dee da dee da.
stop at her desk. huh? wtf why did my right knee give out all of a sudden.
eh whatever.
period two.
owie...why does my knee feel like its being stabbed from the inside when i walk on it?
hm maybe its because of the soft bone inflation. hopefully it'll be gone after a while.
good thing i'm sitting down for lunch anyhow.
period three.
walking up and down the aisle between the desks seeing if i can figure out what's wrong.
this is weird...sometimes it hurts sometimes it doesn't, sometimes it hurts more than other times.
period four.
wow my knee's not hurting anymore yay!!
period five.
ow ow ow ow ow HUH?! its back again?
ugh ok fine.
walking to the tennis courts 2 km away. la dee da dee da.
oh that wasn't too bad, maybe i could play.
good match desh.
no creepy kid you can't challenge me, i'm injured.
so u m mr kong, my knee feels like someones stabbing me. "ok then just sit and you can go in around 5 minuites with someone."
no creepy kid, i told you already, no game today my knee's busted.
bye vince, btw nice slow biking skills being able to keep up with an injured person.
after school.
oh crap how am i supposed to go home, ugh.
sharon? what are you doing at the theatre?
*gasp* your mommy can drive us today?! YAY! i don't have to die just yet!
=> saturday morning.
nice! my knee seems to be fine now.
morning routine, leaning towards the left just in case.
ow...knee...ow...left backside...ahhhh!!!!
dr. lau! dr. lau! dr. lau! i feel owied. =(
"ok well you probably just snapped something small 'in' your knee so just give it rest and see how it goes on monday. if its not better by then, come by again and maybe get it x rayed."
noon.
ow. can't sit. can't walk.
yay! my aunt's pretty butterfly cane's here!
night.
ugh. still owie.
[insert the concerned vioces of many members of my parent's cell group and my youth group] "what happened? what's wrong? how did it happen? why the cane?"
[repeat many times] "snapped something in my right knee, leaned too much on my left so now my backside hurts."
alternative response from kevin. "i beat her up."
now.
ow. bye. ow
=> song from absolute skating what are you listening to now 3? thread: Morningside - Sara Bareilles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qthxPKFl3G8
song from me: When Your Spirit Gets Too Weak - Plus One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nT7XuQFZMQ
the rest of their songs are REALLY boy band. so if that suits you then go wild ;)
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
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