=> Hi there again. So I would guess the bad news is that I no longer have a life... I'm studying / in class like a good 16 hours of the day... I think if I remember correctly. Good news (hopefully?) I that I've found my way back to my blogs (ie. this one & if0nly On Ice. [check the sidebar / dashboard / whatever it's called]).
=> I hate to be depressing and all that, especially on my first post back, but it's really what drove me back; just needed somewhere / something to write it out, say it "aloud" so to speak.
=> Why of all times, why now. What on freaking earth now? Right in the middle of midterms, a few days before my 3 back to backs? WHY!? I don't even know what's going on either. I havn't been like this since a good two / three years ago and even then upon some talking it though for a while I was able to find the "cause" and have some relief upon that. Nope, apparently not this time though. This time there's nothing, it's just me, myself, and my distracting thoughts. You know what sucks most too? It's not even April!!
=> Anyways, Mags out. Hopefully I'll be tired enough to get some sleep tonight before the long long long day tomorrow.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,- Mag.
