=> We constantly dream about doing something, our fantasy, what we strive towards. That something, our goal becomes our future. I like this feeling, of my dream, my fantasy, my goal as an OT getting closer and closer with each day. This is what keeps me going when the studying's got me down. The fact that after this lab, after this exam, after this course, after this year, I WILL be one step closer.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Leaving Life But Returning To Life.
=> Hi there again. So I would guess the bad news is that I no longer have a life... I'm studying / in class like a good 16 hours of the day... I think if I remember correctly. Good news (hopefully?) I that I've found my way back to my blogs (ie. this one & if0nly On Ice. [check the sidebar / dashboard / whatever it's called]).
=> I hate to be depressing and all that, especially on my first post back, but it's really what drove me back; just needed somewhere / something to write it out, say it "aloud" so to speak.
=> Why of all times, why now. What on freaking earth now? Right in the middle of midterms, a few days before my 3 back to backs? WHY!? I don't even know what's going on either. I havn't been like this since a good two / three years ago and even then upon some talking it though for a while I was able to find the "cause" and have some relief upon that. Nope, apparently not this time though. This time there's nothing, it's just me, myself, and my distracting thoughts. You know what sucks most too? It's not even April!!
=> Anyways, Mags out. Hopefully I'll be tired enough to get some sleep tonight before the long long long day tomorrow.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
=> I hate to be depressing and all that, especially on my first post back, but it's really what drove me back; just needed somewhere / something to write it out, say it "aloud" so to speak.
=> Why of all times, why now. What on freaking earth now? Right in the middle of midterms, a few days before my 3 back to backs? WHY!? I don't even know what's going on either. I havn't been like this since a good two / three years ago and even then upon some talking it though for a while I was able to find the "cause" and have some relief upon that. Nope, apparently not this time though. This time there's nothing, it's just me, myself, and my distracting thoughts. You know what sucks most too? It's not even April!!
=> Anyways, Mags out. Hopefully I'll be tired enough to get some sleep tonight before the long long long day tomorrow.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
Bit By Bit.
=> ok well so school is super busy especially with scholarships and all *sigh*. there's been so much stress that my stomach acid's been acting up again and once again it feels like i'm getting stabbed.
=> i decided a while ago that perhaps poem by poem i begin to post all my works up on here. just as another way to track them anyways and perhaps even elaborate on them.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
=> i decided a while ago that perhaps poem by poem i begin to post all my works up on here. just as another way to track them anyways and perhaps even elaborate on them.
if0nly Life Was Fantasy.,
- Mag.
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